This is what I said.
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Finally! I'm home!
It had been 3 days in Johore.
Without internet,
and the PC,
DVD's.
I nearly died there.
But, I survived.
Yeah, alot of things happened during that trip.
Like, dad witnessed someone trying to steal a car,
a scruffy cat which tried to eat our meal...
And also, we found a cat along with its kittens in our garden!
4 kittens!
Auuuww...
But, other than that...
I just slept.
And ate.
*Sigh*
The good old times.
So, uhhh...
I was hoping for Qil to come along,
but Dad just spoilt the fun.
Actually, I was too afraid to ask him at first.
He's not the type of people who entertains such questions,
so just let it be.
Overall, the trip was boring.
At least I watched
Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang during my stay.
Needless to say, Robert Downey Jr. was...
oooooh.
And yeah, I promised you to put those pictures,
but common, look at the time you know...
Give me a chance.
PS.
To the person.
Yeah, that person.
You hated me for how I treated you?
What about me?
How did you treat me?
I know, you're a spoilt brat in some ways,
you even get pissed when someone denies you when he/she been asked to carry your stuff.
I mean, what?
And who cares how I treated you.
You treated me just the same.
Want witnesses?
I get you witnesses! (PLURAL)
I treated you like you're some schumck because,
of your behaviour...
God. No one can handle that kind of behaviour!
I remembered someone started an anti-you campaign in class because of your behaviour.
To tell you the truth,
I was the last one that hated you...
that was when I had to come clean.
Right after you ditched me.
Yes. I know, I was a boring fuck.
I didn't gossip nor announce everything about myself to people...
Like normal girls, like you do.
So, yeah, ditch me, because I was fucking dull and ordinary.
AND YOU STILL COMPLAIN ON HOW YOU WERE TREATED UNFAIRLY?!
I was ignored, for a fucking year, 2 fucking years to be fucking exact, and nobody knew about it.
I didn't tell a soul.
I didn't complain.
I didn't seek someone's sympathy.
Like you all fucking do.
All I did was to depend on myself.
And you spoilt brats just couldn't take loneliness for one fucking second.
And do you think I sat down and laugh to myself for being lonely?
I was depressed during those years because people like you ignored me.
What about you, making a fucking big deal, and cried in class and in fucking toilets waiting for someone to hand you a piece of fucking tissue.
And why I was being ignored in the first place?!
Not because I did something wrong.
Not because I hurt someone's feelings.
BECAUSE I WAS BORING.
AND ORDINARY.
THAT WAS FUCKING ALL.
Not until I met the twins who felt the same way as I did.
They were just fucking brilliant.
Because of them, I wasn't lonely anymore, like what you fucktards did to me.
And fuck yeah.
I am still with them.
Keeping in touch.
BTW twins,
I love the fuck outta you two.
But why suddenly did you ended up with me?
Because you were ditched by someone, remember?
And no one in the whole goddam class cared about you either.
And you came back, literally crawling back to me asking for help.
Boo hoo.
I was stupid enough to help you though.
BTW, why the person ditched you in the first place?
Because she hated how you treated her.
And, the one who started that dumb arse 'campaign' anyway.
Yeah.
After the person decided to talk to you again,
you ditched me.
Leaving me behind.
Not just me though,
the whole bloody group.
You having private conversations with someone drove us fucking crazy.
Really.
Remember those days?
Hope you do.
So, quit complaining about how I treated you.
I treated you that way because I was sick of your behaviour.
So as the others, dear.So as the others.
Including your newfound friend.
Sorry to tell you about that.
But, I believed you already knew.
And how you used me.
And how you ignored the whole lot of people?
Fuck yeah, I can even list down all the names.
I mean, ask yourself.
I wouldn't treat the person badly for no such reasons.
Well, if I did,
I wouldn't have any friends who love me dearly...
Would I?
***
Guess what,
I'm in a good mood.
Because my Norton anti-virus is finally installed!!!
So, here are the pictures.
Mum's trying to be cute.
Needless to say, she really is.
The fountain, which I sank my whole arm in.In Johore...
The mummy cat.
And her little piggies. I mean, kitties.Ooouhh no.
Sorry I swear alot.And hell...
I'm not
your friend.
I'm living in a cloud cuckoo land.
