Female
Singapore
17 years old
Highly introverted.
Currently schooling at Republic Polytechnic.
Taking DBIS, though I really have the urge to change my course. ):
And don't pretend that you know me,
'Cause I don't even know myself.
Music is my boyfriend,
Photography would be my scandal.
6:55 PM
Yeah. 'O' Level was a dick. Right. But, what can I say? People kept asking me, how's the results? What are you going to do next and stuff...? Well, okay. Yeeeah. Fine actually. At least I passed all my subjects (don't try asking me the grades), and I'm quite eligible for lots of courses... Actually, I'm eligible for all the courses I intended to take.
I'm happy. My parents are happy. Everybody's happy. No, I mean, not everybody is quite happy... frankly.
Funny incident just now. HAHA! I nearly fainted when I was waiting for the results. I had series of panic attacks... Couldn't breath, My blood wouldn't even circulate throughout my bloody brain... And worst, my body wouldn't stop shaking when the previous person had received her results. And then, I quickly got up and went for it. For the moment of truth...
A purple coloured paper was given to me, called Form A. I cursed to myself when I found out that I had to tear the edges in order to see the inside. With all my courage, I tore off the sides, then tried to open it, but it was a fruitless attemp. Miss Lim who was standing beside me who looked at my only agonizing moment... of shredding that bloody form. I gave up suddenly and handed it to Miss Lim for help without looking at her, nor saying a word.
"I shouldn't open this up for you, you know..." She joked. I wasn't even amused as my brain just froze at that time. I actually realised that I've passed all my subjects, including Maths! But I was too worried for the L1R4 that I didn't even think of celebrating yet.
Mrs Warrier, my History teacher came up to me suddenly, "What's wrong with you Aishah? You got yourself into Poly!" Honestly, I was so clueless, plus speechless that I kept quiet the entire time. Until I headed out of the hall, still frozen, speechless and shaken.
Again, Miss Lim came up to me and said about this is just a beginning. She found out that I was devastated to see the results. Actually, I was clueless on what I'm suppose to look for. Several of my friends, Amira and Luqman came up too... Thanks... :)Hehehe. Suddenly, I realised. Hey, I have 7 credits. Maths *included*. I have tonnes of courses that I'm eligible for... Why the f*ck am I sulking for?! Before I had the time to scream, Qil came up, with tears in her eyes... Well, at least she got what she wanted though... Accountancy in Higher Nitec. LAWL. But at that time, she was as clueless as me. LAWL.
But, thing is. I PASSED MY MATHS!? UNBELIEVABLEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 7 credits. What more can you ask for aye? Hehehehehhe.
Now... all I want is the course I want... I'm currently aiming for Architecture... Hehehehehehe... PLEASE MAKE THIS A MIRACLE AND GET ME TO THIS COURSE.
I'm living in a cloud cuckoo land.
Taggie.
Credits.
layout: Sheryl
coding reference: x
images: drawn from scratch in Adobe Photoshop CS2
