Female
Singapore
17 years old
Highly introverted.
Currently schooling at Republic Polytechnic.
Taking DBIS, though I really have the urge to change my course. ):
And don't pretend that you know me,
'Cause I don't even know myself.
Music is my boyfriend,
Photography would be my scandal.
6:13 PM
Have you ever had this feeling whereby it can never be told? Never be explained? Never be written? Never can be understood? Have you?
No. It's not being lost. It's just unexplainable. Weird I shall say. I had this feeling ever since... Ever since someone did something. I don't know whether it's love, or hate, or... anything at all, really.
I'm not depressed. I'm not contented, nor sad. This weird feeling, when you have to stop and ask yourself, what am I feeling?
Okay, frankly, there is someone that made me feel this way. Someone whom I last met about 3 years ago. Someone... But, thing is... Now, I never wanted anything from him. I even feel like I'm not going to meet him anymore. Yes, we seldom chat. I had never even spoken to him before. But why do I start to bother? He doesn't even care about my presence... I think he doesn't even care that I actually exists. Is it because of the day... The day that made me feel this way?
Whatever it is... The only person I can trust... is myself. The only person that I can explain my feelings... is myself. Whether I can or cannot understand... But, it's worth a try.
I never told anyone about this at all, obviously. I never even understand what I'm trying to tell myself. I just couldn't take anymore but just to record this somewhere just to relief myself. But, I'm sure that no one would ever even understand how I feel. Or maybe... I'm just trying to hard to hide these feelings away.
I'm living in a cloud cuckoo land.
Taggie.
Credits.
layout: Sheryl
coding reference: x
images: drawn from scratch in Adobe Photoshop CS2
